letter to FGM

Thu, 2009-10-22 16:44 — moowagirl

was starting the draft on her queries in a separate mail but i cant write properly. will try again tomorrow morning. maybe by then the frustration that nags me the question, "what the heck am i doing here?" will have faded.

it doesn't help that i know that i have no choice but to face this frustration day in and day out; that we're stuck in too deep, there's no way out. at least until i can find a feasible alternative.

i dont want to disturb you, i just want to let this out. dito na lang sa blog ko. i hate. i hate. i hate.